Wednesday, July 16, 2014

My progress, my inner voice...

Learning process whether happy or not, depends on attitude.

One attitude changes when other related things changed.

You really disappoint me when you were late 2 hours to pick me up without any notification... Which means I have waited 2 hours waiting for you...

Even though you are my xx,  you called us as your team, it is respectable and admirable. However, many things are contradicting...

I've decided not to continue afterwards, because after the event, I really felt that I've come to the wrong place... Actually I'm seeking someone to guide me...
You push me to the edge... Well, that's good too. However, you forget that I'm alone most of the time...
I guess you want me to be independent.

To tell the truth, I haven't open my heart to you yet... So, its kind of hard to give all to you as that's my capital to survive for now...

Even though you promised, but I don't believe in you. Who knows when you will go back on your words and claim that you never said that before...

Please forgive my selfishness... I felt too insecured because you give less but expect much... This is not worth for trading or exchanging info I assume.

We are learning, yet we are also striving to maintain or enhance our competitive advantage.
Before I found out my own merits, I will work hard for not letting you to  found it out before me.

*Determined*